I am in enormous amounts of pain 😦 My back hurts so ridiculously badly and it just gets worse every night. They’re getting me a new mattress in the morning. Fingers crossed it works.
One of my roommates either has horrible gas or has shat her pants. Not helping the sleep effort at all.
And the thought that ultimately drove me to write this post at 4a.m., I am confident the twins are not coming this week. I don’t want them to come until after Tuesday next week, and they are showing every sign of cooperating. BUT eventually Tuesday is going to come and go, and then the twins are going to come and I am going to have to give birth to them. Ouch. I hope it’s quick and effortless (wishing for painless is just stupid). Right now, my biggest fear is that my horrible back pain is going to really hinder the whole process. And I hope they follow in their big sisters’ footsteps and come during the day. Everything is much easier to deal with and doesn’t seem as scary or daunting during the day.
Okay, going to go pee and then try to get more sleep. 36 weeks today and an ultrasound and internal exam later on. What an exciting day ahead! Will definitely be posting again later.